I've recently decided that I am going to delete all of my old deviations that aren't worth the time of day. The one's where I was to stupid to think. And the one's that I personally just don't like. I'm keeping a few on here, and maybe now that I feel different I will add more that I like now. I've had a recent outlook on everything so....I'm kinda messed up right now, I'm not a toy that is broke, I'm just a girl who's gone through alot.
I haven't been on DA technically in months, I haven't felt the need to draw in quiet sometime and everything I DO draw is just scribbles on PhotoShop or The Four Amigos (I may put some of those up considering I love my best friends and that's what those ridiculous pictures are of)
I've had a change in everything and therefore....I'm not who I was and sadly I don't think I will ever be her again, I'm a new Carlie, with a new life, with....a new everything, so much has changed this past year, all ending this summer to where I can never go back because you can't take back the past, nor can you change it, no matter how badly you want to.
So considering I myself may even need to read this for a few laughs in the future, I'm going to reintroduce myself

I am Carlie and I have four main best friends, we call ourselves the four amigos and one day in my 7th hour I got bored enough to draw us, I've also done an inside joke folder (which I might just scan if or take pictures of it just so you can see how bored I get). the Four Amigos go in this order: Valarie, because she's always going to be number one, me, because I created us and it's my favorite number, Ben, because he didn't want to be last, and Hannah, because she honestly wouldn't have cared.
Valarie, Ben, and I are also in an Elite Frisbee team that we created ourselves one day after lunch and have a real fun time just playing frisbee and laughing to a few classic inside jokes that no one else gets
....man I love my friends....

My favorite colors right now are red and blue.
I'm currently re-doing my room, possibly painting it a pale pretty blue color, but I can't decide yet
I play viola and I love music, I want to play piano so badly that I would teach myself.
I've also found a recent passion for writing. Ben one night that I was having a bad day and ranting to him because he oddly enough enjoys when i rant to him? I don't know, he's an odd boy but anyway, he decided that we were going to blog, so I started a blog as well as he, and at first it was very awkward, and his comment was that I am an amazing writer and that I should continue, now I wouldn't call myself amazing...ever, but I did take his advise and keep writing...now I can't stop, I write foolish things, and funny things, serious things, and apparently, rather intense things. So have to thank Ben for finally helping me get one step closer to what I might want to do in life. but I've taken one other step, a rather serious one into the direction of teaching, I love helping kids and people and helping them understand. So I want to be a middle school teacher, secretly though, the only one who knows is Valarie.....

Now, I've have never started the Harry Potter serious before last week and now, I'm on the 5th one, I am absolutely obsessed. I'm over Twilight, infact I tried to read it the other day and decided it was poorly written and my new Vampire series are Morganville Vampires and House of Night, muuuuuuuch better

Now, just because I'm older and different, that doesn't mean I can spell any better, I use Safari just for spell check XD

And this, this testamonie of life may sound bland and boring....but that was my intention at this point, I don't want people to really know me yet, I've got three days till school starts, and I want them to figure it out for themselves